♥LuCeLia ~ +`anti-parasites?+♥

just for you♥ ♥ ♥

2010-04-08T07:25:00.000-07:00

warning: this post have A LOT of lovey-dovey contents =)

It is specially dedicated to my loving boyfriend ♥

dear, its your birthday today. you are another year older now. time to be mature and don't always so naughty. sad things happened and we cant be together on this particular day.i am sure your grandma will always be by your side blessing you each and every day.be strong k? may god bless her.anyhow, of course i am disappointed.very very indeed but we cant stop things from happening right? its our 2years anniversary too do u know that? u have to replace back this day when you are back okay?♥

its been exactly 2 years we have been together. we have gone through many obstacles. your patience is really indescribable. sometimes i really wonder how can you stand my tantrums without any complain? i get angry so easily and sometimes over small tiny little matters but yet you are always there to make me smile again =)how could i not love someone like you?
from the very first day we are together, you started protecting me like no one else did. you wont let me get hurt. even if there is bruise on my knee you will say how clumsy am i and start rubbing it for me.
you will pamper me like a princess. trying your very best to get me the things that i want.
whenever i am sad, you will be always there for me to wipe off my tears
you even let me bite your arms until there is a mark that lasted for few days =P
you often help me in my studies, from high school and till now that we are in college. i remembered the emotion u put on your face when u teaches me again and again till i understand.
if i am sick, you will definitely be the first one to buy me medicine. you will be awake the whole night just to see if i get to sleep well. you bought all my gastric and menstrual pain medicine
baby boy, can you see that you are already a part of me?
i wish we will have more anniversaries =)

somehow i couldn't accept the fact that i am all alone here without you by my side on our special day.i cant give you a hug and wish you happy birthday. we are suppose to be studying together. having our romantic dinner together as planned. i am not used to not seeing you for so many days. i miss your touch. i miss you coming to my house early every morning when i am still asleep and then we will continue our sleep together. this few days, whenever i wake up i am alone =( i really wish you will be back soon and i can start concentrating on my studies. finals are around the corner i cant let myself fail.

anyway, here i am dear. just wanna wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HAPPY 2 YEARS. i love you like i always do and i know you love me too =)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-01-07T03:53:00.000-08:00

i'v been abandoning my blog for a long time
i shall just update bout my trip to penang with the collegemates during the sem break
there are 10 of us, stayed in batu feringgi
the taffic in penang are really congested. there are too many vehicles
afterall, it was an awesome trip
i believe all of us had so a great time including me =)
we should plan for another trip for this coming sem break again, right babes?
luckily i was able to join or else i will be missing out all the FUN
there are so many pictures taken but i cant pass them all up
here are some for your viewing =P

<3

us before the banana boat ride

me, anne, sharon and pui theng having fun with the wave *much love*

me and reagan

mun leong

darling anne

sharon babe

pui theng..poor her..the boys always bully her

the ladies! they are all as gorgeous as always

vanessa and me

the childish boys

<3<3

yippee

2009-12-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

hooray! semester 2 is finally over! having my sem break now. i am looking forward for the penang trip with my collegemates!

great experience <3

2009-11-10T08:35:00.000-08:00

the contest is finally over. although i didn't win but yet, i'm still glad i joined.out of 299 candidates at least i get to be in the final 12. it's an awesome experience. i'm gonna miss the other girls so badly. we had so much fun in the workshop. the moments we spent with amber chia and ning baizura was unforgettable.i even had modelling lessons with professional models, make up and hair styling classes. the organiser was great. awww, i'm missing all of them so badly now. i hope we could meet up one day. on the other hand, i love to walk on the runway! it feels so amazing. i shall consider doing it again =) since i was young, i always wanted to be a model. at least for now i get to feel what is it like to catwalk on the runway in front of big crowds. i wasn't nervous that time until the very moment i need to speak in public. there were millions of butterflies in my tummy, when i was asked to answer the question i was blank. i cant remember what mummy taught me to answer. that is where i screwed up. i must learn to be more confident. no matter what, i'm still proud of myself. i know daddy and mummy are proud of me too. i can see it through the smile on their face at the very moment i first step out to the runway. thank you for all that came and supported me. i love you guys. i hope i didn't disappoint you guys by not winning =). besides, i'm satisfied with what i got XD

omg

2009-10-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

OMFG!!
I'm now in top 12!
i seriously didn't expect to be chosen. i was just so lucky enough. final round will be at the 8th of November. i have two workshop to attend which consist of makeup classes, healthy lifestyle, catwalk, how to pose, etc. actually i'm really considering whether to continue or not. I'm dead nervous ok. i have stage fright. i hope i don't need to talk on the stage in front of so many audiences during finals. give me more catwalks to do, i don't mind. I'll be totally speechless if i have to talk on stage =S I'll just hope for the best!

besides, thanks for all that had been supporting me throughout this contest.
i love you guys

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2009-10-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

not feeling that well right now
having flu, cough and sore throat
my voice changed
i'm worry it doesnt get better by this saturday
otherwise, how am i going to talk on stage or whatsoever =(
besides, i have a really big bruise on my left knee and i dont know how could i be so clumsy to fall in public?. its not gonna heal by this saturday!
i was chosen for this philip's model search contest and its this SATURDAY.
yes, i'm repeating its this SATURDAY
i lost my voice and i have a big bruise on my knee
how am i to compete? =(
plus, i am afraid i will embarrass myself on stage * i have stage fright*
well, i shall just take this chance as an experience
so, wish me luck everyone!

i'm wondering...

2009-10-13T07:04:00.000-07:00

how much more HOPE i can still put in US??

2009-10-04T06:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE!

i celebrated this festival in granny's house..she's been complaining that the grandchildrens hasn't been visiting her lately
catch up with the cousie's and had so much fun lighting up the lanterns
baby lucas is so overwhelmed with the firecrackers =) such cheeky boy
and not forgetting dear joined us too..

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recently i dont have the urge to blog
nothing exciting is happening except the great circles of friends i have in university
i have so much fun with them each and everyday. i believe there is more to come right?
assignments are pilling up which i hate doing it
but fun times will still be there

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2 days to go..will be and dear's 1 year and 6 months anniversary
it's a long period we have been together
i love every moment spent with you
you gave me everything i want
u pamper me so much
other than that, we had gone through a lot of happiness and arguments but we still make it through
you wipe away my tears when i am sad
you tickle me just to see me smile
you cook for me when i am hungry *although its just instant noodles*
you buy me stuff whenever i want them so much
you bring me for holiday
you did everything for me
i'm blessed that i ahve you
all i want you to know is that I LOVE YOU <3

p/s: i have tons of pictures to be uploaded but i still cant upload it here..wtf!

2009-09-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

i have so much to update but why cant i upload pictures?!
CRAP

2009-09-18T04:59:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya holiday is finally here
sadly, its only 4 days
cant wait to meet up with the babe's
i need to fill up my time or else i'll be dead bored
my sayang is going back to his hometown in Kuantan for like 3 freaking days!
i'm so gonna miss you
how am i going to go through the days without you by my side?!

genting <3

2009-09-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

during the second week of sem break i had a blast in genting with my loved ones

supposingly sok man should be joining us, due to some personal problem she dont wanna go for the last minute. so wern gotta find someone to accompany her

luckily she found one of her friend to join us

me, baby boy, wern and qing xiang went for this trip

at the first thought, i was thinking this trip will be bored

after all it turned out good

there was so many moments of laughters

i appreciate every single time i was there with my lovely boy because we seldom have the chance to travel

right after we reached our hotel and settle our stuff, we headed to the theme park right away

there's where we compiled so much fun, joy and laughter

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us, on the way up in the cable car

baby and me

wern and me

boy <3>

qing xiang and wern

wern and me

i love you

the all of us

baby and wern

lol

wern and her dinosaur eggs

baby and his dinasaur eggs also

pose pose before the ride

look at my OMG face..FREAKY RIDE

no matter what happen i can lend my shoulder for you to cry on darling!

baby and me

qing xiang and wern

in the chocolate wonderland

baby did tried rock climbing. wanna know whether did he reach to the top? ask him for yourself

waiting for 'motion master' to begin

me and wern played this small kid ride..lol..a lot of people was looking at us with the WTF look on their face

we shared a hot caramel chocolate to keep our body warm

baby and me in the ferris wheel

your hug makes me feel warm the whole time <3

2009-08-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

why is everything so effing fucked up?!!

p/s: i hate you but i love you

unforgettable one

2009-08-21T21:55:00.000-07:00

sem break already started

i'm rotting to death at home

watching downloaded movies still cant get rid of my boredom

i really cant wait for the genting trip with my boy =) i'm gonna have so much fun

and yeah..it was friday that i went out with my college mates to midvalley

it was such an awesome day although i'm the only girl

all the girls cant make it due their own reasons

its just so sad you know

at first i doesn't want to go also since there is no girls
but i can see baby wanna go so much. so, i just go

the overall was kinda fun

i did all the shopping's =) lol

we walk and we walk till the legs sore

wanted to watch movie but our mummy's say no due to h1n1 as it will spread easily

so apparently, we just walk around the whole mall

let the pictures do the talking k

first pic of the day..love them

discussing where shall we go next?

aaron and kk loo

ahhh..boys favourite

girls can play to you know?

you ain't that strong

because i can lift it up too =P

batman boy

awww..how childish

lol

here comes the exciting part..mouth watering huh?

james masterpiece..prawn + eggs + butter

d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s

coddy and james

look how happy is he?

james with his crab. he took so much food but cant finish it up

next time let him take all the food or else u will have to struggle to finish up everything

my baby boy

the guys

me and coddy

not to forget. me and my lovely charming yet caring boy!

unforgettable day

we shall go again

perhaps another day

a day out with the mates

2009-08-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

yeah..finally i'm done with my exam

and now its time for fun

right after the last paper today me, alex, coddy, sue fei, angeline, aaron and kk loo. panda abandoned us =(

all of us went to jusco for a walk

what a day! so much fun..and yeah..its my first time going out with college mates

so, not bad ya.

first we went for our lunch in laksa shack and then start walking around jusco

we spent most of the time playing in the arcade

later on, we went jusco mart to buy groceries

till then, alex and coddy saw foood

that is where they both started to get hungry

and its time for kfc~ lol

pictures of the day~

in jusco supermarket, coddy, alex, me, sue fei, angeline

LOL

AARON!!! what are you doing again?

fun - filled - day! syoknya~

not-so-awesome birthday

2009-08-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

i'm officially 18 now

i didnt really enjoy my birthday though =( there's no proper celebration

i miss my bitches so much

all this while when they are with me during my birthday i will have so much fun

unfortunately, this year i have to celebrate it differently

i dont even have a proper birthday cake

i celebrated my birthday with a dinner with baby in Italianies

and that where he gave me my present, a diamond bracelet

thank you dear! but its too expensive, dont waste your money like that anymore..

after dinner baby went to town to buy me a slice of cake to sing me a birthday song

after that i was home..feeling lonely

thinking that this year birthday was the least fun one

no matter what, i still appreciate what you done dear

you are the only one who love me like no one else

2009-08-10T03:19:00.000-07:00

God, please bless him!

why?!

2009-08-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

being in a relationship tend to hold a lot of consequences
sometimes we will have unlimited happy moments, and the other time we will have arguements
i know its normal but it still crushes my heart
why cant all of use live happily without sheding a single drop of tear?
did i said harsh words or the opposite way that boost up our anger?
i felt that i'm really unlucky this few days

i just lost daddy's favourite camera in college when i'm suppose to take a film for an assignment!
obviously i got scolding like hell because that cost few thousand
my dad still treat me cold you know =(
hope everything will be fine soon
i will try to save back the money to repay daddy. i feel so bad

besides, finals are coming and i havent start studying a single thing
so dead! i'm so busy with my uncompleted assignment
i always have useless gruop members. no offense but thats the fact
ahhhh!! *scream on top of my lungs*
somebody come save me
plus my finals falls on my bday. unfair..

awesomeness!!

2009-07-25T06:16:00.000-07:00

its been such a long time since i had so much fun

after such a long long period, the all of us get to meet up

everyone is so busy catching up their life

i really miss high school so much

the 5 of us choose different path

jhen in sunway, abby in YTL, wern in form 6 and man when furthest which is malacca

ahhh, lets get to the point.

we went steamboat near sunway

wow wow wow

damn fun..laughing so much the whole time

ate so much too =P

after that we wanted to go 'small genting' but afraid that we will get lost so we end up in bukit bintang for some walk so that the food in the stomach can be digested faster.

baby boy and me. jom makan makan.

introducing wern's new one

my forever bitches

love you guys

babeeeeeeeeeeee

boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

and i love you~

p/s: finals falls on my birthday!!! not fair =( =(

i'm happy right now

2009-07-10T02:58:00.000-07:00

yay..mummy and daddy are back from China

and of course mummy bought me some new clothes

h.a.p.p.y

feel like swimming right now. gonna call baby to accompany me =)

or maybe i'll wait for little sis to be back from tuition first to join us

or else she'll be complaining i didnt bring her out again

i'm going back to school tomorrow

miss my school so much!

we will miss you

2009-07-03T05:29:00.000-07:00

nils went back to Belgium this morning. as u guys know, he stayed in my house for like almost 1 year. and now he's back. i was kinda emotional. i did cried a little. oh yes i did! although i dislike him and always wanting him to go back soon but when it was time for him to leave its a little sad. our house will be so quiet without him. daddy will be missing his TV partner so much. mummy cried in the airport when it was time for us to leave. it was so sweet of him that he bought 3 of us soft toys as a remembrance of him. i think now he is still in the aeroplane on his way to meet his mom that he haven't seen for 1 whole year. he must be missing his family so much. and yeah, the funny part was he got so much of things to bring back. his luggage was completely overloaded. daddy, nils, alex and jie have to struggle to close his luggage. jie, nils and alex have to even stand on his luggage and jump a little in order to close his luggage. awww, i'm gonna miss you nils. come back for vacation one day. and don't forget your promise! you will have to send me Belgium chocolates every few months. =)

2009-06-18T02:53:00.000-07:00

WTF! x1000000000

today was such a bad day

when i saw 'it'. My heart trembled. I couldnt believe my eyes.

i was trying hard not to tear out. i dont know what exactly is wrong that it could possibly happened to me. why must it be me? its so unfair.

another thing is that, when mummy told me something

i was so shock

now, i couldnt believe my ears

i didnt expect that to happen

whats wrong with people nowadays?

trying to make my life more miserable? nothing can stop me from doing what i like.

i couldnt hold to my tears now. i have to let it spill =(

bad day

2009-06-04T04:39:00.000-07:00

i just went for a haircut this afternoon. and guess what?

I'M DEVASTATED!

my hair sucks. stupid hairdresser * curse badly*

my hair is so short now. i hate short hairs.

i don't know why =(

2009-05-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

i'm so lazy to update my blog nowadays. But right now, i have the urge to just pop down some words right here. I've already started studying in uni 1 month ago. currently in UCSI now. People there are not really friendly either. Frankly, i dont have many friends yet. Its so hard to mix around and find new friends when i am are in a big hall filled with hundreds of students. If its in a smaller class i think its easier =( . Somehow, i'm not used to this new environment yet. I cant mix with new people when i miss my schoolmates so much. Other than that, i have so many assignments coming up. i'm not really in a study mode yet. Plus i have a test on wednesday. Crap!

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I dont know what happen to me recently. i'm so bad tempered. i'm confused. i dont know what exactly i want. i tried not to think so much but i couldnt. i tried telling my feelings out but no one understand as if its me who is in the wrong. i'm in a deep sorrow. its so tired crying myself to sleep every night. till when must i face all this? i need to know what is the right thing to do.

another vacation~

2009-05-03T23:26:00.000-07:00

Here goes another day out with the family
and this time we went malacca

yeah, i know its a boring place

but at least i had some fun

this time my elder sis did join us so the fun we had was extraordinary

my baby did join us too =)

one perfect family? hehehe

the day started with some morning breeze and a little photos

annoying little sis and me which wanna steal my baby away from me!

baby super cute which i wanna HUG him every time

apa ni?

the 3 of us in the car..

baby baby

my super hero. lol

rock climbing. no strength to climb. just posing for the pic

the queen and the charlie angels

wahahaha

the King and his princesses

stairway to heaven?

us us us

sis and me. LOVE YA~

my everything

alcohol free kampai drinks

doesn't taste nice, not recommended

teen and me

sisters forever

nothing can break us apart

silly baby

POSERS

baby don't let me post this pic up because he said the wind makes his hair into middle parting and he doesn't like it.

I'm still gonna post it up =)

anyone wanna hire models?

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now we are tired

time to sleep

a good night kiss for the love one

i wanna spend every moment in me with you

you took my breath away =)

<3

2009-04-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

Hell yeah, my baby is officially 18 now

i'm wishing you here HAPPY BIRTHDAY

by the way, its also our 1 year anniversary

got it? its on his birthday *wink* no fair

hey baby,

thank you for all the good things you put me thru everytime

you are always there for me whenever i need you

i felt like a princess whenever you pamper me with gifts

i remembered every moment we spent together

talking on the phone for hours till we snore away

staying up the whole night when i'm sick

scratching my back where i cant reach them

wiping away my tears whenever i'm down

hugging me to make me warm

patting my head when i'm being a good girl

holding my hands whenever we are side by side

tolerating with me when i'm in a bad mood

sharing my joy and laughter

giving me money when i'm broke
tickling me just to see me laugh
sending me food right in front of my doorstep every each time i complained i have to eat maggi again

scolding me when i'm in the wrong =(

worrying about me when i'm outside

random kisses to make me smile

there is many more we need to go thru

thank you for loving me baby

I LOVE YOU

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2009-03-16T01:27:00.000-07:00

as i sit alone
i start to ponder
why does everything turned out SO wrong each time?
is it my fault or the opposite?
somehow i need the strength to start all over again

wtf

2009-03-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

Result will be out tomorrow!

okayyy..

i'm nervous now

what if i cant score good result?

i want to skip tomorrow please

2009-03-08T09:09:00.000-07:00

i thought it was suppose to be a special day today

a day that was suppose to be filled with happiness

but i was wrong

the day did not turn out like what i expected

frankly, i don't know what i done wrong

i have no idea what is going on =(

2009-03-05T21:09:00.000-08:00

For the pass few weeks i was so busy working

wanna earn more pocket money

i didnt have the time to update my blog for such long time

by the time i reach home after work i felt so tired

and there i goes, right on my comfy pinky little bed.

since i have the time now i want to update bout some stuff which happened long long time ago

i know its too late but i still wanna express out here

this happened at the date of 14/2

its a very special day for me and each couple

i celebrated my first valentine with my loved one

i was so stupid when i wore a pair of heels which i didn't wear for such long time

its like a shoe surrounded by sharp teeth

i have wounds all over my foot

i couldn't walk

i was celebrating in pain

i ended up buying a new pair of sandals

and right now, i have dozens of scars on my foot

its horrible right?

anyhow, i was happy the whole day

me and alex walk around sg wang, times square and pavilion

there are people selling roses everywhere

every each girls have either a stalk of rose or a bouquet of roses on their hand

at first we wanted to have our dinner at starhill

i was craving for japanese buffet so desperately

with full disappointment, the restaurant was fully booked

so we went to the ship to have our dinner instead

overall, the food there was ok..not bad

after dinner we have a stroll a while outside before heading back home

here are some pics taken

me and my lovely rose

complimentary gift from the ship to each one which order the couple set for dinner

there goes my bestest bf and the cute little bears

ya, that's me

my salmon. we forgotten to take picture before eating

when we almost finish up the food then only i realised we didn't take picture yet

so my food is already half gone

baby and his steak

i love you my dear

love this picture

~that's the end of the valentine post

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on Wednesday i went to port dickson with alex and abby

only the 3 of us

we was dying to go there before spm result is out

so we went for 1 night

when we reached our apartment, we then settle ourselves and there we go

TO THE BEACH!

the weather was so HOT

the hotter the weather is, the happier abby will be

we played with the salty water and buried alex with the sand

and then my favourite BANANA BOAT

i love to ride on it

its so awesome

later on we went back to our room for some rest

i was having terrible headache

i thought its because of the hot weather so i went to sleep a while

while i was sleeping, alex realised i was having fever

i was having fever when i was in pd!

i was so restless and we stayed in the hotel the whole afternoon

around 5 we went for swimming

i still have the mood for swimming. lol

for dinner we had maggi mee and snacks

we played cards

during midnight we went for a creepy walk at the hotel garden

it was so dark. i hate darkness

then we went back to our apartment

watched tv a while and went to sleep

the next morning we had buffet for breakfast

and then back to room to change our clothings and went to beach

not to forget it was drizzling the whole morning

the wave was a little big

but it was fun playing in the sea with those waves

soon after that, its time to leave

overall, the trip was great

i had so much fun

i wanna go there again

i dont mind only the 3 of us again

it will be great once again

p/s: spm result on the 12th! WTF!!

2009-02-06T06:11:00.000-08:00

i realise i haven't been updating my blog since one month plus

i'm just so lazy

chinese new year was rather normal

maybe a little more fun with the addition of kids in yong family

they are just so adorable *pinch cheek*

another new year has come

let the good things take over now

OX oh OX give me luck.. lol

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during cny i went to cameron again

yes! AGAIN.

b.o.r.i.n.g

but this time i went with my cousins

so its also a little more fun

the weather is really cold this time

but the horrible thing was cameron was fulled with people

its so crowded

there is massive jam everywhere

my parents was so frustrated

wherever we wanna go, its definitely jam

only 3 kilometres away and i took us 1 freking hour to reach our destination

here are some pictures~

us in the hotel room..4 of the girls fit themselves in this tiny bed. wherelse jie and nils slept on the floor =)

jie, khuan and me

i love my cousiee

she's the best. everytime we meet, we have loads to talk

many secrets between us

yeah~ poser.com

again the 3 of us

weird nils. well, he is always the weird one. its all girls so he is the odd one

lastly me and jie!

thats all i guess

nothing else to update

oh well, boring life

gotta run

need to have a nice sweet sleep

having open house tomorrow =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!~

2009-01-02T01:58:00.000-08:00

another year came

and now its the year of 2009

i wish my life will better from now since the previous year was pathetic

and also that means i'm older now, isnt it?

i have to start thinking wisely about my future

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on the first of january

sis brought me to clubbing

its somewhere at sunway pyramid

i was excited =)

before clubbing nils taught me how to smoke water pipe

i know i'm getting wild

i'm just trying and its not addictive like cigaratte

nicotine free but its something fruity. lol

around 11 pm we headed to the club where its called Euphoria

at the entrance the authorities even check our ic

you know la, i'm underage

fortunately i'm allowed to enter =)

its thursday, so its girls night

girls get everything for free

the lighting was great

the music was AWESOME!

the dj's are good

so we dance all night long

here's only a picture of me ==>

holiday

2008-12-20T20:25:00.000-08:00

thailand trip was rather normal

just like usual

maybe a little different. lol

perhaps, it was because of nils?

he was like so weirdo there

for example when he saw a BIG rat,

he will start screaming and keep telling us he never seen such rat before*just like a child*

besides, during the whole trip i was so exhausted

i couldnt have nice sleep

when we reached there

first we headed to the hotel to check in

we was there quite early and the room was not ready yet

so we went for our breakfast

pork noodles for breakfast. with some coke too

closest cousin and me

then we start walking around the street

look at my sleepy eyes and huge eye bag! i need a nice rest

soon after that we went back to hotel for some rest

and its time to go to market

in the tuk tuk..

the famous public vehicle in thailand

*for the second day, we went for prayer and flower bath

and right after that

we went to songkhla( the beach side with the mermaid)

khuan. ann. nilsy

nils fell in love with that mermaid and he doesnt want to let go of her

posing!

look at the kids..just so kiddo..they are burying dead fish

the young ones

love the pork burger from McDonald's there..

super delicious

definitely mouth watering

i ate so much

with the cheesy fries

u will never get it in malaysia
maybe one day

the last day

we are in the wet market

the parents wanted to buy fruits

nilsy and me

*and now we are heading to penang!

just smiling while waiting for the ferry

nils! stop bullying me..annoying

the cousins

poser la tu

family =)

i have no idea what is this..

p/s: i'm bored! i need to go out =(

><

2008-12-12T19:58:00.000-08:00

i'm leaving for thailand again tonight

and again i'm going there

again and again

ugh!

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

sunway lagoon~

2008-12-10T06:04:00.000-08:00

i went to sunway lagoon on tuesday and it was a blast

i had so much fun with a bunch of crazy friends

we went to water park, amusement park and SCREAM PARK!

overall it was amazing

i had a rush of adrenaline all over my body

the 360 degree ride was *speechless*

the part i hated was the scream park

i shouted like nobody business

i regretted going in there

the ghost or prisoners look so real

each time i saw one i started screaming like hell~

the groupies and another camera man

after bathing

hanging out in sunway pyramid

time to go back~

and i'm exhausted. real tired

prom!~

2008-12-08T01:36:00.000-08:00

prom was awesome!

the committee's did a great job

our hard work gave us a great pay at the end

let the pictures do the talking again =)

the committee's *taken from charlene's blog*

me, reen, abby, sok man, wern, jhen

look!who is that again?

nils the attraction of the night and me

love one and me

alex oh alex =)

us~

so many in blue

everyone is so gorgeous

alex and me..love this pic <3

wern, reen, ann, man

birthday girl and me

me and wern

see that!prom king and queen. its chee zhen and suet huey

all sweaty after dancing

abby, wern, me

me and the baby

si kecil and si panjang

kimmie and me

me and jepp..he look weird.lol

flower girls?

last pic of the day!

yeah man!

2008-12-03T20:50:00.000-08:00

exam's are finally over

at last i'm relieved

gotta have as much fun as i could

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i sense things are different now

i dont know why

can someone guide me

i dont feel the bond anymore

i felt i'm so left out

i couldnt do anything

its like i had been ditch into somewhere else

how could i fix it??

i'm clueless!!!!!!

happy birthday mom!

2008-11-25T18:30:00.000-08:00

it all started during Monday
its mummy's birthday
the queen of the house is another year older
so me, my sis (teen) and my brother (nils, an exchange student from Belgium.he is currently staying in my house)
so 3 of us bake a surprise cake for my mom
and it doesn't turn out like what we expected
it was hilarious!*NO!*
later on we went out for dinner *CRAB! YUMMY*
we had a lot of fun

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nils and me *he is sweating. ugh*

love this pic

one happy family

teen! smile la

the kiddo's?

the sisters

and again

and again

okay..the annoying brats

LOL!

he's bodoh

what's this?

cake blowing ceremony

now u can see the cake!

THE END!~

can't wait

2008-11-18T01:57:00.000-08:00

13 papers down!

4 more to go

sad thing is there is only 2 subjects left but it gonna last for 2 weeks

another suffering period

i cant wait for exam to be over

till then i can claim my precious freedom

and then i'll go shopping everyday and be together with the bf

hehehehe

cant wait! cant wait!

i'll throw all my books away to declare that i'm no longer in school life

yeah..i know i'm crapping

bye then =) =)

graduation 2008

2008-10-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

The moment all of us waiting is here at last

after 10 years of school

this is the time

our graduation!!

well, let the pictures do the talking again

i'm lazy to blog

plus all the queen B is waiting for the pictures to be uploaded

here it goes~~

me and abby

the starting of the day

wern, man and me

the queen B's

look!!its pn tan beng suan..jhen's 'mom'..

'mao mao' ku!!

a picture without her..hehehe

si kecil dengan si panjang =)

abby and wern

i love this shot!

my bitches again

the dimple babies

me and jhen

cik besira and abby

p/s: abby, i know u have been waiting for this precious picture

reen the birthday girl and me

stay pretty always!and where is william?

its again us

the pretty ladies..lol

claire and us

the big bully!!!

its the big bully again!!

naim.jhen.manda.me.lis.renu.abby

classmates..spot for plaster girl please

i'm evil

the innocent girls that always get bullied by us

yee chian.joan.sara.sio ting

the former 'ham sap' club advisor and chairperson

pavitra and me

5 rubi!i'm gonna miss u guys =(

a chance for a pictue with the 2 pretty ones~

my mama!!

charlene and us!

.SHALL THE MOMORIES REMAIN IN THE HEART.

roses are red, violets are blue. sugar is sweet but not as sweet as the memories =)

2008-10-08T03:13:00.000-07:00

class monitor : kelas! esok semua orang mesti datang ye..kena ambil gambar graduation

and we was like oh shit..we cant skip school because at first we was planning to skip school

so the next morning when i woke up

i need to check all these

hair tied up neatly - check!

nice fringe - check!

clothes iron properly - check!

less pimples - check!

camera - check!

mirror and comb - check!

beautiful smile - CHECK!

and the day started with us cam whoring again

the first picture of the day~ * don't mess with me or else i will smack your head*

its us us us!abby said i look like a 'barbie doll'..

well..is it a compliment or an insult? lol

abby and me in our favourite lepaking spot

yeah i know.the outfit looks ugly..and smell is killing me..

i wonder when was the last time the wash it

okay i know!we look so bitchy..hahaha

me and jhen doing some la-la pose..

but keep in mind.. we are not those people

we are one of a kind =)

jhen, abby and me

a part of our class..we wanted to snap pictured with the chinese only..

and i'm not being racist la..its just so weird suddenly the others join.

after all..its okay with me

yee chian and abby

p/s: abby.. there goes the picture u wanted

class picture!maybe it will be our last class picture

the four of us are separated!how sad..

all going crazy

here comes the interesting part..

for your information

her name is chai yoon jhen.

she is 17 years old

recently, she had gone through a depressing heartbreak and it changes the look of her..

so she decided to go through some surgery

one month passed

*
*

da da da da!!!

and finally she turned into a beautiful young and charming girl!

boys out there! grab the chance to flirt with her before its too late

hahahaha!

toilet mirror is so dirty..all the liquid stain done by 'decent' convent girls

jhen and abby

hahaha..its the daily routine

jhennie and abbiee

man and me

i know i look weird but who cares

abby as the "ghost"

jhen's look when she is scared

hahaha..this is totally err..

bitchy?

the 5 of us..man head is missing

she always spoil the pictures

cant blame her

jhen, you want a kiss?

THE END

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i'm a bit late to wish my lovely boy

HAPPY SIX MONTHS!

♥

six months, many days

but it was never enough

for now, we are young

but we had the energy

to burn the fire so brightly

to consume all the sweet memories

to keep in mind for all the things you had done

to remember your sacrifice for me

each moment glows

each dream leaves a mark

each day is some thing more

as we hold on together

moving on as one

♥LOTS.OF.LOVE♥

cameron~~

2008-10-04T01:35:00.000-07:00

I'm back from cameron highland

my parents decided to go there for some relaxation

its a little boring actually

but over all its better than staying at home

the weather there is kinda chilly

especially at night! i need 3 blankets to fall asleep

let the pictures do all the talking again aitte?

gigantic hibiscus..its gorgeous

now we are in the strawberry farm

the strawberries people! sister bf, teen and me

jie jie, teen and me

strawberries!with some whipped cream on top..i miss it..yum yum

purple flowers..they are just so beautiful

i like this flowers.they are just so pretty

yeah..just so red..lol

little tomatoes

family~~nice view?its the tea plantation.

me and annoying teen. boh tea plants are the surrounding

the ladies

vegetables farm. we can pluck it ourself. obviously we have to buy it after plucking

we 'love' cameron!

'siao po'

the 3 sisters again.. nothing is gonna tear us apart.

our last stop, the water crest valley.

that's all i can say..lazy to elaborate more..

chaoz!

no title~

2008-09-26T23:23:00.000-07:00

my heart sank

i dont know what to do

i'm tired

really really tired

i couldnt sleep last night

my tears flow as if there is no ending for it

can somebody just bring me out from this

somewhere far. a place of la-la-la land

where i dont need to face anything

so i cant feel the pressure, the stress, the sadness

all i wanted is to be happy

i'm craving back for my own smile

=) =) =)

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I'm totally bored

i was browsing through the pictures in the computer

look what i found

lol!

loads of pictures

i think we are in form 1 if i'm not mistaken.

as for now, we look totally different

each of us grown mature

big big girl in our own big big world

sok man and me. yeah, she changed a lot!

me and wern..she is still so little

abby and me!

* hey baby! you are still my great listener. be proud. thanks for being there when i need you always. hugs. *

i remember this. i am sure its form 1.

jhen , me and eunice

jhen and me

total kiddo!

is this form 2? i cant recall

class party. me and eunice

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wern , me and teen in genting

ang mo! we are a little drunk. it was in hatyai.

when our parents are sound asleep. here comes the naughty session.

we sneaked out for some beer party. lol

this is errr..speechless!i was holidaying in bangkok. can you see that. its orang-utan.

its fur keep poking me. and this creature likes molesting me!
he dont want to let me go..

i love this the most. i'm in pattaya island. i love the beach there.

so many ang mo for me to see

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here comes china!

teen, mom and me

great wall of china

we made it..but there is long way more to go..tired la..

so we went back down..amoi amoi sekalian no stamina

ma and my best cousiee

remember all the chinese old time drama?

have you heard of ' ping tong wu lou' before?

yeah..we are having a bite and that..yummy..

i know i look weird. my body are stiff. i cant move.

freaking cold!!

all of us was so excited when the tour guide said he will bring us for ice-skating.

totally not what we expected it to be

its not the normal ice skating we used to go

its just a frozen lake. and the ice skating look like that. ugh

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p/s: i wish i could just turn back the time. if i can, i wouldnt be so down!

should i cry because it already happened, or should i smile because it happened?

even i pour everything out, i'm not sure of wat will be.

i need the courage to face it

....

2008-09-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

holidays are finally here

i shall just rest my mind

i dont want to think about anything

stop bugging me!

MAY GOD BLESS ME~

big mistake =X

2008-09-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

Did i make a big mistake?

the fear i had all this while

now reality hit, and the tears finally fell

you shrugged your shoulders to me, but it wasn't good enough

i just drop into a depression, there is no way out

with all the tears i shed, the more i feel this pain

since 'it' happened. things are different now

because one wrong thing now

IT WAS NOTHING BUT A BIG MISTAKE!

i tried not to think but i couldnt

that mistake shouldnt happen

as time goes by..

i'll repair myself and just grow within

X_____X

someone please save me

2008-09-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

ARE YOU

Perfect: i wish i am. well,nobody is perfect

Tall: kinda
in your pajamas: yep..its sleeping time now
Left handed: oh yes i am

=======================================

LAST

Friend you saw : when school end..its abby,jhen and wern
Talked to on the phone : alex
Person to text you: alex
Is today better than yesterday?: hell no!!!

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FAVORITE:

Number: 14 or 8? no specific number eh
Color: PURPLE =)
Food: something t.a.s.t.y
Place: places that are not too crowded

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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
wake my lazy boyfriend up

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
results. most of all, SPM!

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
death race

Q: Where is the last place you went?
toilet..hahaha

Q. Do you smile a lot?
i guess so ;P

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
yeah. sometimes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
err..am i? maybe. lol

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
obviously my comfy room

Q: Why did you sleep there?
bacause its my room and its where i am suppose to sleep everyday

Q: When was the last time you cried?
few hours ago =(

Q: What do you hear right now?
sister and her bf snoring! i'm in her room now

Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
ya. don't wanna mention about it

Q: What's your favorite month?
holiday month

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EMOTIONS:

Q: Are missing someone right now?
deeply missing him. i need your hug baby

Q: Are you single?

do i sound like one?

Q: Are your parents still married?
wtf? of course

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BASICS:

Real name? : YONG SUK ANN LUCELIA
Age? : 17
Eye color? : dark brown
Zodiac sign?: leo
Male or female? : Female
Single? : how many times must i say this? i am occupied =)
Crushing? : heh?
Smart? : i'm dumb + stupid
Hair color? : brown...
Sweats or Jeans? : depends
Phone or Camera? : phone comes first
Health freak? : haha..noooooo
Righty or lefty? : lefty

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FIRSTS:

First best friend?: i cant recall. it's ashwinie *i dont know the spelling*. she is an indian girl

First award?: dancing thingy i guess
First enemy?: my cousin. we fought for toys
First vacation?: erm..err..*scratch head*

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CURRENTLY:

Eating?: no.i'm on diet
Drinking?: no
Listening to?: sister and her bf snoring
Plans for tommorow?: STUDY!

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WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:

Lips or eyes? : eyes
Shorter or taller? : taller of course
Romantic or spontaneous? : 50 50
Sensitive or loud? : a guy sensitive?no way..loud as in loudspeaker? ugh
Hook-up or in a relationship? : relationship

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HAVE YOU EVER:

Lost glasses/contacts?: nah.. no eyesight problem
Ran away from home?: no..remind me of plaster girl..hehe..
Broken someone's heart? : sadly..yep

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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Do you like someone? : i like everyone that is close to me
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : sometimes..there is always up and down..just trying to fix things like how it suppose to be..

tagged =X

2008-09-18T02:34:00.000-07:00

since i have ignore so many tags

i shall just do this one

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*My top ten most favourite food

~CHOCOLATES!

~asam laksa

~lamb chop specially from jakes steakhouse

~pasta

~cakes

~seafood

~curry chicken cook by mummy

~ice cream

~fries

~everything!

*Ten Things I love

~shopping..its what girls do~ =)

~dancing like a crazy woman when there is nobody around

~singing..lalala

~gossiping with my bitches

~sleep sleep sleep the whole day

~hanging out with friends

~watching tv

~going for holidays

~playing..eventually everything

~eating but afraid i'll be fat

*Five Types of Guys I adore

~funny

~romantic till he can melt my heart

~caring

~muscular..hehehe

~guys with money and can buy me everything i want!pamper me la~

*Five Things I Love doing when I'm emo

~start complaining,grumbling,nagging..especially to bf.. ;P

~scream at everyone

~cry?

~eat eat eat

~sleep to forget

*Five Things I Love doing when I'm HAPPY

~eat again

~tell everyone about it

~and i'll start laughing like nobody business

~after that i will keep smiling

~till my mouth sore

*Ten Ways to Win my Heart

~tolerate with me

~accept the way i am

~understanding and know what i need and what i dont

~buy me stuff that i like. again to pamper me

~treat me like there is no one else

~joke with me at times

~love me with all his heart

~be there for me always

~care for me but not to controlling

~listen to me about everything

*5 Things I wish could happen

~i'll strike for lottery and i'll be sorrounded by money money!

~achieve good result for spm

~i could travel around the whole world with the one i love

~to lose weight!

~for my dream to come true

*Ten Ridiculous Things I do before I die

~graduate

~and then i'll be a sucessful woman

~soon i want to marry the one i love

~have few childrens

~love them with all my heart

~bring them up to be a gorgeous creature..haha

~travel around the world

~eat all the great food because at that time i'm not afraid to be fat

~go back to my childrens and divide my property to them equally

~find a nice coffin that is fully furnished that can fit me well and comfortably..plus a nice burial spot!lol

*My top ten Most Addicted Song

~baby love-nicole scherzinger

~7 things- miley cyrus

~sempurna

~my boo-alicia keys and usher

~forever love-lee hom

~kiss goodbye-lee hom

~i'm yours-jason mraz

~hot-avril

~thats all la

*Ten Person I wish to tag

~since most of u did this already..so, anyone can do it~

2008-09-17T23:17:00.000-07:00

2 more subjects to go!

yippee ^^

by then i can go shopping~

i can shop whole day till me legs sore

mummy, bring me shopping please

i'm craving for new stuff =)

♥LOTS.OF.LOVE♥

dropping by...

2008-09-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

so stressed of exam!

cant wait for spm to come

another 2 weeks to go

and i'm dying

my brain ain't working

i have lacking of neurones

arghhhh!!!

X______________X

anyway,

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL PEOPLE!

enjoy your day =)

ann turned seventeen!~

2008-08-15T03:05:00.000-07:00

i had turn seventeen!

okay..its a good thing which means i am not a little girl anymore

bad thing is i'm getting older!

no big deal la..lol

for the pass two weeks

my 4 womans are being secretive

they are not telling me anything

they are always whispering around

laughing like no one business

but as i confront them, they dont want to tell me

sad la

as for yesterday

its officially my birthday

i was so sad because alex said he couldnt make it for my birthday

of course i'm disappointed la

i was hoping he will appear

so we went to sushi king for lunch

later on abby went away for quite some time

so i didnt think about anything la

and i continue talking to wern

out of no where, boyfriend of mine appeared!

i was kinda surprised

he was holding a big teddy bear

for me as my present

later on we went music box

for some entertainment

over all i am HAPPY!

can say its the best birthday for me

i love you guys

for all you did for me

i really appreciate it

especially alex

I LOVE YOU

here goes the memories~

its always us..love you guys

my bitches. xoxo

toilet time..lol

US~!

random =x

lalala~

1st little tiny cake from little wern

3rd cake from parents

my 2nd cake

me and my boy <3>

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! I HAD A GREAT TIME. LOVE YOU GUYS

those memories

2008-08-10T03:35:00.000-07:00

most people said 08.08.08 is a nice day

well, some people does think so

my uncle just passed away on that day

it was so sudden

i couldnt accept the fact

the moment i went into the car

my mom said we have to go malacca on saturday

i asked why

and she answered me "uncle passed away"

i was so shocked at that time

he was old

yet,he is a cheerful and happy man

i couldnt stop my tears from coming out as soon as i reached

his potrait shows the way he smiled

i shall just keep everything in my heart as memory

MAY YOU REST IN PEACE

4 months

2008-08-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

I know that four months isn't one of the major thing normally celebrated in a relationship

the fairytale started on the 8th four months ago

however, when's the last time I did something that made you feel happy?

I was feeling a little down and missing you terribly

I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me

that I am truly grateful we are together

and how I'm about to jump out of my skin if I don't get to hug you soon.

I hope you enjoy every moment with me

I can't wait until tomorrow when I can melt into your loving arms once again,

I hope you'll enjoy all the times we've shared together this far,

which can only mean that there are more great times in our future!

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS, BABY <3

=(

2008-08-06T02:35:00.000-07:00

I'M DISAPPOINTED!!!

don't wanna talk about it

don't wanna think about it

just so sick about everything!! =(

hahaha

2008-08-04T01:48:00.000-07:00

LEE JIA WERN is right beside me now!

she is annoying and irritating~

ugh

get me out from her house, anyone?

diet?

2008-08-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

i desperately need to lose weight!

I'm getting fat

i don't wanna sound stupid

but i wanna look nice

so many reasons i have to lose weight

1. to dress my best during end year prom!

2. to have nice figure

3. it's all about being beautiful~

my tummy is getting bigger.really disappoint me

but the main thing is i cant refrain from eating

arghhh!!

I MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!

agm 2008

2008-08-01T22:01:00.000-07:00

i skipped kl tuition and i went for st john anual general meeting today

my last year in st john

plus it will be the last time wearing my full uniform

so wanna treasure everything now

kinda satifying bee li got to be the new chaiperson

at least she is capable

then the new members did performance by singing time of my life and do i make you proud

it was entertaining and i sang along ;P

let the pictures do all the talking again

renu, wern, manda and me

childhood besties *our nickname was sally, kelly and hally.lol*

wern and me before agm starts

us again in the hall

the opening ceremony(burning the rope or something)

st john's 100th birthday

sang birthday song for st john.kinda weird tho.i started laughing while singing.there is also birthday cake for st john.lol

all the form 5 members.gonna leave school soon. =(

me and my annoying little sister..

me, lian ee and wern

teen, karissa, wern and last but not least its me!

THE END ^^

___________________________

flowers always do bloom.what about mine?

as time goes by =(

2008-08-01T00:40:00.000-07:00

it all happened on thursday

sok man's dear boyfriend birthday

and she asked us to join along to celebrate for him

btw its at mewah club

so he and a big bunch of friends are in the pool having fun

as we looked on *that particular time i feel like jumping to the pool*

that woman asked for my help

she gave me to packets of nuggets and also two packets of fries to fry!

just because there is maids in my house

as soon as the bunch of guys changed their clothes

they came to the table and just eat all those foods

selamba je~without courtesy!

and all we get was crumbs

yu hua guys not gentleman la ;D

ah yang's cake

ah yang (man's lao gong)

i shared this with alex..some sort of honey chicken which taste ugh

jhen and abby's portion..better than mine lar

................................................

after all the eating we played poker cards

and kinda like gave abby's number to a guy

that time was funny

both of them look so 'comfortable' with each other.lol

i cant elaborate more or else ABBY is gonna KILL me..huhu

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

when you decide to love, allow it to grow

when you promise to love, refuse to let it go

love is a painful risk to take.

only love makes you cry

love knows why.

I wonder why stars still shine even if I’m sad.

I wonder why birds still fly even if I cry.

I wonder why the sun still smile even if I’m blue

XXXX

today =)

2008-07-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

i didnt expect that saturday school will be fun too

in class everyone was gossipping bout 'plaster girl'

even all the teachers knew bout it

WOW!

pn N said we dont have nilai moral for laughing at her when she sat on a spoilt chair..wat the?!

plus!during science period we was talking bout 'lo pet pan' and 'chun toi' (some of you might not understand.something obscene =P )

the whole day it was all about laughing

laughter is a good medicine to release stress eh?

hold on now

2008-07-25T04:04:00.000-07:00

got SPM timetable today

the schedule for the first few days are like DAMN!

additional mathematics with moral?ugh

so need to work hard

real hard

no more time left~

The once vivid memories have faded into a dream.

I will go back and turn it into reality once again. =)

problems dragged everyday